Phases of life!

Last year, the same day i was thrilled to have got call from one of the prestigious management schools of India. I was excited about the fact that i will jump into the bandwagon of marketing proffessionals and hit off my career with the rich experience i gain!! Thankfully, to my surprise i did join the elite group and was jumping high on the fact that i am into the best marketing school of Asia.. The orientation program was a different experience where i met people with different thoughts, talents,backgrounds,language,lifestyle etc etc... I was contemplating to be a part of the group or be a part of multiple groups and never connect with anyone to the intense level.. After an year things make me believe that i belonged to the latter.. though i am happy about the fact that i have gained few good friendships whom i can run to anytime in case of any trouble i meet here... I have definitely learnt many things which has made me highly individualistic n also a guilt exists most of the time that my effort goes in futile..I am not able to count anything as an achievement..though my mind constantly urges me to achieve something... This leaves to almost an intense battle that is happening within me most of the days... n there are many questions which are to be answered... I am signing off this post with the hope that these queries which seem to destroy my inner peace gets answered soon!!