Lyf is a tuff game!!!

Well, my usual energetic tone of starting the blog is not existing within me today... It seems to be a gloomy day! The professional career seems to be dizzy at times!! I hear a constant voice inside me that i shud break out of the norm, shud not follow the herd but an apprehension exists as in if i will never have that POD in me!! I do not wana ramble in vacuum space manipulating something and ending up in nothing!Why is this game of lyf getting tough???! I know its not a cakewalk but y cant it be atleast a nut which can be cracked!! The only thing which i have in abundance and which keeps me really going on is 'THE HOPE'.... I actually need it more !!Thinking of such facts like this creates a laughter in my head givin the message that 'Lyf is a funny game'.... Whom we think will stay for ever,walk out of the life and whom we think we will never even interact ,we get acquainted with them..lots of such things keep happening...ppl whom u think friendly start acting cold suddenly of no reason!! Life is a circular game,jus that with some people,the circle never gets completed and stays a semi circle for ever... but certain things keep happening again n again n raise the frustration nerve popping up all high!! Well here,change is the only constant thing!!!